A poem by Me…for whomever…
A poem by Me…for whomever…
It’s always a long time before I can come post but it is a personal goal to be able to post everyday. Thank God I have enough to keep me busy. I would LOVE ❤️ to be busier though (lol).
I have revamped my YouTube page a little and will start posting videos. I already have one that I posted yesterday. Short but sweet! I’m very, very excited about this as well as some other ventures that I am working on. I’m Lohnnie Cakes on YouTube! Subscribe. Subscribe! 😘
I already post like a mad woman on IG and FB. You are always welcomed to follow me! IG: LohnnieCakes FB: Lohnnie Cakes Follow me! I follow back!
Delon Company is another project that I’m working on. Building a brand here people! And I’m soooo very excited to just be a part of the movement. Customized shirts and snapbacks at a great deal! Beautiful quality. We also refashion! You will be hearing more about Delon Company real soon!
That’s all that I am willing to share for now (lol) but I have much more in store. Subscribe. Follow. All that good stuff!
😎The Cake Lady
My weekend wasn’t filled with excitement or my usual spur of the moment traveling but I’m good with that! I arrived back in South Carolina feeling like I missed so much. And realistically, I had. I hadn’t seen my son in about a month. I hadn’t seen my second son (my dog, Tyler) in about a month. And of course, I had to let my Mom know that I wasn’t missing any body parts lol.
My journey had taken me to Atlanta, Georgia; Dallas, Texas and Davenport, Iowa….then back to Texas. All in a month! But it was fun and I love traveling. For a short while, I wanted to start life over in Texas but that turned out to be not a good decision. I felt like being that far from home, I needed some type of support system and I didn’t see that as being possible. But I learned a lot and i feel like that trumps all of the BS involved.
Tonight has not been one of the best nights. I feel like I have so many decisions to make and no direction but that’s for another post at another time. Right now, my body and my health is my concern.
In all honesty, I find it a struggle to get out of the bed every morning. I wake up and lay in bed hoping that I can fall back to sleep but rarely does it happen. My body aches and it feels like every muscle in my body is moving or cramping. My mind is racing…thinking about all of the things that need to be done. My body has other plans. I lay there for an hour….drifting in and out. By the time I get up, I have forgotten about all the things that need to be done. Brain fog. I wonder around the house for 30 mins and then I start trying to get my mind right.
What needs to be done? Is my son okay? Did I feed Tyler? Sheba? What medicine do I need to take? Did I take my meds yesterday? Where is my pain medicine? Why am I hurting right there? Where did that bruise come from? Why can’t I remember?
I suffer from an ailment named Systemic Lupus Erythematosus. People who don’t know or don’t understand have a hard time believing but this thing is a life-changer! At age 15, finding out that this was my fate was an eye opener. Growing up I always looked different because of my eyes, hair texture and overall look. Lupus was one more way for me to different from everyone but I just wanted to fit in….be normal. But that wasn’t in the cards for me. My ninth grade year in high school was a disaster. I was sick just about all year but once I made it out….I learned how to control my stress.
Through the years, God has blessed me with my son-what a blessing! He has blessed me with life, breath and my health. Until a couple of years ago, I virtually had no health problems except for the occasional flare from stress but I conquered even that! Mastered my stress levels and lived life!
I have come to the conclusion that I want to share my story. I want to share my neighbors story who suffer from this ailment as well. I want to be a part of gaining awareness for this ailment that affects so many but understood by very few. I believe that this is a part of my purpose. I believe that by sharing my story, I will save someone’s life. Maybe even make people pay attention! We need a cure!
I would like to aid in gaining more awareness, maybe assist in adding a South Carolina chapter of the Lupus Foundation of America, write a book and just do whatever I can to further my cause. I can always use help, guidance and mentorship because I am always striving for growth. If you would like to help in any way, please leave a comment or email me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
Today is definitely a blessed day! I wanted to just check in and discuss some things. The past couple of weeks have been a little turbulent but I’m a stronger person for it. Today is actually the first day this week that I haven’t been super busy so I decided to share.
Aside from my research for Purple Ribbonz, my Mother has been dealing with some things, I have been a little under the weather and then I have been helping my neighbor because she had surgery. So I have been very, very busy and still trying to submerge myself into other things. But aside from being tired (for reasons related to my Lupus), I looooooove keeping busy. It keeps my mind off of things unpleasant.
Okay so Purple Ribbonz is my brainchild! I am still researching and putting everything together. I hope to one day be able to help woman (and maybe men) that are affected by Lupus or any other ailment that makes them lose their hair. Personally, Lupus and the medication thinned my hair and sometimes makes me feel like I’m losing a lot of hair but its never been huge patches. For that, I am grateful As a woman, sometimes your hair means more than it should but its something that I can’t help. So watch out for PURPLE RIBBONZ!!!!
As I said before, I have been a little under the weather. Low grade fever. Aching muscles. Tired all of the time. I have been to my general doctor numerous times and she has not been able to find anything wrong so it has just come down to me visiting a Rhematologist and them telling me what I already know. My Lupus is flaring. Either way, I am determined to stay awake and handle my business. I almost have to…..no one else will handle it for me.
Thank you so much to reading my ramblings. I know I talked about a few things today but I know that everything will come together in the end. Its in our destiny to be successful…..we just have to walk into it.
My quote for the morning comes from the author of one of my favorite books to read. It’s inspirational and gives you things to think about.
I know that it has some length to it but to truly appreciate what this quote has to offer, please read it in its entirety.
“Resolve to throw off the influences of any unfortunate environment, and to build your own life to order. Taking inventory of mental assets and liabilities, you may discover that your greatest weakness is lack of self-confidence.
Self-Confidence Formula (abridged)
“I fully realize that no wealth of position can long endure, unless built upon truth and justice; therefore, I will engage in no transaction which does not benefit all whom it affects. I will succeed by attracting to myself the forces I wish to use, and the cooperation of other people. I will induce others to serve me, because of my willingness to serve others. I will eliminate hatred, envy, jealously, selfishness, and cynicism, by developing love for all humanity, because I know that a negative attitude towards others can never bring me success. I will cause others to believe in me, because I will believe in them, and in myself. I will sign my name to this formula, commit it to memory, and repeat it aloud once a day, with full faith that it will gradually influence my thoughts and actions so that I will become a self-reliant and successful person.”
– Napoleon Hill, from his best-selling and groundbreaking book “Think and Grow Rich“.